Just a rondom thinking moment that I have to put out

There are many things that I want to do in my life. number 1: I want to Marry Brandy aka: My babydoll. Number 2: I want to get all my bills paid off while I am in service with the military. Number 3: I want to buy a house with my gal and raise all three of our kids together. Yes I said three even tho we only have two right now. We are wanting a baby boy, naming him Wendell Coltin Warnock. If that is not possible and we have a girl, then we are going to name her Bailey Dawn Warnock. Such great sounding names think. If anyone else things they don't then they can back off or just not say anything at all. We love those names and always will. Number 4: I want to spend a great wonderful life with my wonderful wife.
There are some people out there that says that they don't have anyone out there that loves them. Well I think they are completely wrong. Cuz everyone deserves to love someone, no matter who they are. My point is that they need to stop thinking that, since someday someone will come knocking at your door and be like hey we are a meant to be couple. Don't give up by any meanings to find a right one for you. If I have found the right one and gone through many other relationships, then that means everyone else should be able to do the same as well. I am not saying that they have to be the same like me. They just need to understand to never give up. No matter if you have gone through many relationships, there will always be someone out there for you to love. But most of all, you should always love your family, no matter if you have a lover or not. Your family is always there to support what you do and how you do it. No one is perfect and no one will ever be.
I just wanted to put all that out. Before I even lost the thought. I love my family and my soon to be family. Which are, Brandy (babydoll), Gavin, Ally, Dawn and Paul. As well as the rest of the family on brandy's side. There are some I have not met and would love to meet. I have heard great stories about her friends and faamily, I so can't wait to meet them. We all will be so great together and I will love it as much as Brandy will love it too.

Busy week+long post= too much!!

Wow I haven't been on here for awhile. But that's okay, just been a busy guy here lately. Studying day and night for my drivers hand written test and by golly I passed it but then I had to do the vision test. I failed. Went around my platoon trying to find glasses that I can easly use to pass the vision and found a pair and passed. Then went and made an appointment to get my own pair here soon. The Dr said my eyes are not too bad at all but I still need to get glasses. So got some coming along and I was told that I need to wear them when I am mainly driving. I don't have to wear then when I read cuz I can see better with no glasses on to read. And it kills my eyes when I do. Then starting tomorrow and through all next week I have DTA training to be able to drive a military vehicle. I was told that it was an easy class. Hopefully it is.
I have made my gal the happiest gal today. The ring that I had customized for her, has finally arrived. She did not like it though cuz I told her that she could not open it til I was here to see her open it. But at lunch time I skyped her and told her that she can open it now but I want to see her open it. When she opened it, I asked her if she would marry me. She said "YES" and then said, " does that mean we're engaged now" I said yes we are. So I am engaged to the most loving gal of my life. So when I get back home from Korea that is when we are going to get married. Sometime in may or beggining of June. I love her to death and I know that she loves me as well. Now Gavin and Ally are plain old cute and I love them like they are my own kids. They asked my gal when is she going to have a baby in her tummy again. I hope that here soon her and I will have one some day soon.
Now I have a dream that I have dreamted the other night to tell and I know that my gal will love it so so much. My dream was about her and I getting married. I was at the potem and was watching her walk down the asle with a white wit hsome black wedding dress on. she looked so mighty georgeous in it. Well that is it, I was interupted at 10 pm by a phone call and had to get up and go to someone elses room to see if they were there to help me study on my test for the driving test. But unfortiently he didn't answer so I had my dream all ruined for nothing. But I know that this dream will come true and her and I will have a wonderful life together with our loving kids. Who are Gavin and Ally, plus hopefully soon, Wendell Coltin Warnock or Bailey Dawn Warnock. We are hoping for a Wendell but we are not the ones to choose for a boy or girl. It is all in gods hands to decide that.
Here lately people have been making me a little upset. Talking about how they have been here for 11 months, has a gal back at home and has been cheating on her since they've been here. They then said that she does not need to know at all too. Then they looked at me and said so do you have someone back at home, I said yes and then said would you go out and cheat on your gal. I said no I would not and then they asked me why. I said it is wrong to do stuff like that. The guy then said that she won't have to know about it. Then said you won't do it cuz your faithfulness. I told him yes I am. That is when he stopped talking to me about it. Then one of my sergeants asked if I had a gal back at home and I said yes I have a fiance back at home. He asked mr if she is faithfullness to me as well, I said yes she is. I know that she is towards me and I will always be that way towards her. I love my fiance and never will do anything to hurt her at all.

Well I can't really explain what my day has been like cuz it is just to flipping depressing. I miss my gal so much and would like to talk to her all the time but I need to understand that she cant do it all the time. She has work and other stuff to take care of. Especially our kids. I don't want to make her unhappy and feel like it would be better if we were not together anymore, I won't like that at all. She is the love of my life and is totally the one for me to stay with forever. I don't know if I will be able to talk to her at all next week cause I have DTA training all next week and I don't know how long the classes will be at all. I know that I can easily call her during lunch and also during the weekend, cuz I have no training during the weekend. Also the training will be here, so that means I dont have to go far for the class.
I will have feild training starting Aug. 9th to Oct. 17th, during that time we will be driving our vehicles and mainly shooting all the time and other cool fun stuff. The way they do it is that we go out in the field during the week and then come back to the barracks during the weekend. Which won't be too bad and we shall be back here before it starts to get really cold and snow alot. I also need to focus more on doing my sit ups and not fail on my PT test. I wonder what will happen if I keep failing? That is just a thought in my mind.
I love my babydoll so so much, here soon I will have a surprise for her and hope that she will say yes to me. I really want to pop that question to her. That's if you know what I mean? I checked on the status of the ring I bought her and they finally shipped it out today at 3 am. Hopefully she gets it by saturday. I will be so happy to ask her and I just wonder what she will say to me. I hope he will be so excited and happy when she gets the surprise gift.

Just one of those days again. It's a holiday and a 4 day weekend for me and all I have done is sit in my room. Bummed out and sad. Not good at all. All I really want to do is sit here and talk to my gal cuz it makes me feel like I am with her daily when I do. But I understand that she has things to do as well, she can't just sit there to just talk to me. She has work school and our kids to take care of. She means so much to me and I don't want to lose her at all. There are times O feel like crap, especially when I told her that I was afraid that some guy would hit on her if she wore a certian outfit and she would be tempted to go out with him. I feel like I hurt her when I told her that, I want her to wear what she wants to make her happy. I know that she won't do anything like that to me cuz how much we love each other. I have had bad relationships but know that this one will stick forever and I really just want to be there to protect my gal if someone even tried to do anything to her. So yes there are times that I worry about her when she goes out and I don't hear from her. I just want her to be safe, so that when I do get to come home then I can be with her. I love you so much babydoll and can't wait til our loving wedding day that I am trying to figure out when and where are we going to do it. I also miss you so much and wish that you where here with me. Things would be much better if you were here or if I was closer to home. Also I want to thank the ones that support us troops and what we do to protect our freedom. Especially a big thanks to my loving beautiful gal for how much support she has for me.

TWO THINGS ON MIND

Well today was not that bad of a day. But I don't want to talk about that at all. I have a few things that I want to say. I really really want to marry Brandy, She means everything to me and I love her to death. I want to ask her to marry me once she gets the ring. I just don't know what people will think when I ask her. I really dont care though. Cuz it will make me and happy and hopefully her as well too. She deserves a great guy like me. Her ma even says that I am a great and wonderful guy for her as well, so that is a plus. Brandy and I are going to have a great life together as we are a married couple forever. I want to do a wonderful wedding for her, cuz she deserves a great one. But I don't know if I will have all the money by myself to do the whole planning and stuff. But I need to think positive and know that the wedding will be later on and we have alot of time to set money aside to do this loving moment. Every gal deserves a wedding to walk down an aisle seeing there groom by the alter or so fourth.

The other thing is that I want to get a tat, but I cant get it here in Korea. I am still trying to figure out what I want and where would I put it. I don't know how much it would cost as well. I need to save the money to do that as well. I know that my gal would love to be there with me to when I go and get it. So I really want to wait til I am home with her. Plus I think she knows great places to go to. I know that she will let me know which ones are not safe and which ones are. Maybe I should ask her to design the tat that I shall get. I know that she will love to do something like that for me. She is a wonderfully great photographer, and does an great job at editing the pics to make them look better in everyway.

Well this week has not been too bad at all, I have been working in our mail room, trying to get everything organized. The last company that ran our mail room did not do a great job at all. They failed about four times or more on the postal inspection. So now we have to get everything back up and running again to be able to pass. On thursday morning I had a surprise pt test and got called at five am saying that I need to get down there and that I am late. I was not told by my team leader, squad leader or platoon sergeant about it. I did not pass at all, I failed on my sit ups once again. I know that next time I will pass, I always gotta think the positive actions and not the negatives. Negatives can bring the depression moments, which is not good at all. My push ups I would like to improve more, still do a good job on them but would love to improve on them. Then on my run I want to keep it in that range of the 13 min 2 mile all the time. That is something that i've always enjoyed doing. These are all things that I would love to improve on when I am here.
Now the other thing that I am trying to do, is to figure out what and how I am going to propose to my gal. I want to make it long and sweet, something that she will remember for a long time and tell our daughter how she was proposed by me. That is one thing that I am going to try to work on during this long weekend off. I love her so much and know that she deserves to be with this great guy that will treat her with respect and dignity. She deserves to have a great wedding to have all of her family to come and observe our wonderful wedding.
One more thing, I am working on these corraspondence courses for the military, I have to sign up for a class and then do the final exams for each one I sign up for. I get a certian amount of credit hours for each one. I just finished one and know that I got a passing grade on it but wished I could've done better. I scored a 79% on it missed like 7 outta 39. But I got a passing grade and this exam was for a total of 9 credit hours. The more credit hours I get is better. Once I hit a certian amount of points then I should get promoted. So now I need to go on there again sometime soon and sign up for more classes and do more exams.

I love my gal Brandy aka: Babydoll, so much with all my heart, no one, I mean no one will ever break our love apart in anyway.

some moments to worry

Today has just been one of those days again. I am kinda being homesick right now. I am missing my gal so badly right now. I just wish time would go by so much quicker so that I can have her back in my arms again. I got her a promise ring and am waiting til it gets to her so that she can see it and I know that she will love it as well. I really want to pop that question to her but don't know if she would think that it is too soon. July 4th will be six months together and I feel like she is the right one for me to stay with forever. I am hoping that she gets the ring before she leaves to go to georgia for two weeks. I know that she don't want to hear this but I am worried a little bit but I know that things will be fine. I know that she will not hurt me at all cuz she loves me and I love her. She has already told me that she does want us to get married. Tells me that I am a great father to the kids. That I love alot, they mean everything to me and I don't want any harm done to them or to my beautiful babydoll.Well I hope that this week goes by quicker to have my four day weekend so that I can be able to talk to my gal for awhile and tell her how much I love her. She is meaningful to me and I dislike it when things happen to her when I am not around to help her out. She has been needing me for awhile and I just want to be home now.
Things been somewhat okay here, been really doing nothing but sitting around and then just the other day we caught four people in our unit underage drinking, we're Mp's and not drunks stupid people. Start acting like one and show all what they should do and things will be better. GRRRRRRRRR. Can't wait to be back in the states to marry the love of my life to get a nice place with her and not really worry about people in the barracks and there stupidiness. Well I won't complain anymore. I do want to put this out to my gal though. Babydoll I love you so so much and I want us to be a loving couple forever and ever. I really want to marry you right now, so when can I pop the question to you?