Well I can't really explain what my day has been like cuz it is just to flipping depressing. I miss my gal so much and would like to talk to her all the time but I need to understand that she cant do it all the time. She has work and other stuff to take care of. Especially our kids. I don't want to make her unhappy and feel like it would be better if we were not together anymore, I won't like that at all. She is the love of my life and is totally the one for me to stay with forever. I don't know if I will be able to talk to her at all next week cause I have DTA training all next week and I don't know how long the classes will be at all. I know that I can easily call her during lunch and also during the weekend, cuz I have no training during the weekend. Also the training will be here, so that means I dont have to go far for the class.
I will have feild training starting Aug. 9th to Oct. 17th, during that time we will be driving our vehicles and mainly shooting all the time and other cool fun stuff. The way they do it is that we go out in the field during the week and then come back to the barracks during the weekend. Which won't be too bad and we shall be back here before it starts to get really cold and snow alot. I also need to focus more on doing my sit ups and not fail on my PT test. I wonder what will happen if I keep failing? That is just a thought in my mind.
I love my babydoll so so much, here soon I will have a surprise for her and hope that she will say yes to me. I really want to pop that question to her. That's if you know what I mean? I checked on the status of the ring I bought her and they finally shipped it out today at 3 am. Hopefully she gets it by saturday. I will be so happy to ask her and I just wonder what she will say to me. I hope he will be so excited and happy when she gets the surprise gift.