Today has just been one of those days again. I am kinda being homesick right now. I am missing my gal so badly right now. I just wish time would go by so much quicker so that I can have her back in my arms again. I got her a promise ring and am waiting til it gets to her so that she can see it and I know that she will love it as well. I really want to pop that question to her but don't know if she would think that it is too soon. July 4th will be six months together and I feel like she is the right one for me to stay with forever. I am hoping that she gets the ring before she leaves to go to georgia for two weeks. I know that she don't want to hear this but I am worried a little bit but I know that things will be fine. I know that she will not hurt me at all cuz she loves me and I love her. She has already told me that she does want us to get married. Tells me that I am a great father to the kids. That I love alot, they mean everything to me and I don't want any harm done to them or to my beautiful babydoll.Well I hope that this week goes by quicker to have my four day weekend so that I can be able to talk to my gal for awhile and tell her how much I love her. She is meaningful to me and I dislike it when things happen to her when I am not around to help her out. She has been needing me for awhile and I just want to be home now.
Things been somewhat okay here, been really doing nothing but sitting around and then just the other day we caught four people in our unit underage drinking, we're Mp's and not drunks stupid people. Start acting like one and show all what they should do and things will be better. GRRRRRRRRR. Can't wait to be back in the states to marry the love of my life to get a nice place with her and not really worry about people in the barracks and there stupidiness. Well I won't complain anymore. I do want to put this out to my gal though. Babydoll I love you so so much and I want us to be a loving couple forever and ever. I really want to marry you right now, so when can I pop the question to you?
your so cute, I love you and things will be ok, just have to take it day by day and happiness just doesnt happen you have to create it. I love you and hear for you, keep up the journals they will help.
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